Reflection on my Relationship Important of 3rd string

So what happen? Life happen. You see I honestly believe in the 3 string. Everytime I look back on my relationship and exhusband what was missing is the 3 string, God. I don't feel like going on in depth because I do believe that my exhusband try to make the relationship works but at some point he got tired. The downfall was he did not communicate any of his concerns. He started to see me as someone who is hindering him from his potential. When two people started to feel disconnected it leave them open to satan. That is why I believe with the 3 string, you have a stronger shield or chance to fight for your marriage. Once there is a crack in your marriage, Satan is going to cause destruction in your marriage through all means. Looking back, there was so many clues that our marriage had problem but at some point I got tired of dealing with it. I started to think that separation was easier then dealing with the problem. Be careful what you think, God is always listening to what your heart desire. I know I contribute to the problem because, if I was Godly there was no way the person had an excuses to and flip the script making it seem as if they are "victim". Actually, they are "victim" of past failures. I will never know what the person motive was. But I do believe we both try for the marriage and for our son, whom we both love. Don't get me wrong the other person also play a role to the problem. You see my ex is the type that is really pridefull, stubborn, and don't like to communicate. Some people when they face the marriage problem they are able to overcome. However, I sense that my ex did something that cause the marriage to no longer be rescueable. At some point, you know that it is over. God will also inform you somehow. Always, first seek God guidence and his will, he willlet you know. Let me put it in my sister term Syna. My husband still is not awaken. What does that mean? awaken become consious and stuff. He continue to make the same mistakes because he is not yet awaken or consious. He allow his flesh and desire to take over vs. God. Actually, that was also my down fall, at some point when my marriage was having trouble I was so busy work and school, with life that I start to become spiritually disconnected. It was after the time of separation when I decided to return back to God. Satan sometime play with my emotion causing me to have up and down. But once I choose God and follow his words I finally have peace like right now. I finally, trust that more good is to come. Also, I keep feeling something good is going to happen to me. I can't explain it. Before I was living life without being consious now I am so aware maybe that is why I feel different. In addtion, I feel more postive, defiantly I was meant to let my husband go. I still wish the best for him, I can see him plotting against me because of fear, especially with the legal process, but I won't have fear or worry. God will protect me, as long as I put my trust in God, I believe I will be favor. There was defiantly alot of lesson from this marriage and maybe it was just for the time. I am very greatful for God. That was just one part of my life, I feel like I am coming to a new beggining, with more blessing to come cause this time I have God who strenghten me. I hope this will encourage you, don't loose hope. I once felt like everything around me was against me. But I reliese everything around me is working for me. Think about it, I am glad the timing was just right! So fear not and put your trust in God.

May you find peace and happiness,

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